My therapist thinks I need to get out more. "Do you want to meet someone?" he leaned forward in the chair. I really like this new therapist. He reminds me of Mr. Rogers. I think I would have liked him as a teacher in school. He's very kind, soft spoken, and his office smells like… Continue reading Loveable
Enter exhibit A. A for Adam - Man. The story is always the same for me with very few variations. My relationships are like those adventure books with a choose your own ending - except the ending is always the same. Dating for me are chronicles of choose your own beginning books except they come… Continue reading Modern UnLove
The goal has never been marriage or babies. People get married everyday. People have babies every day - and have been since the beginning of time. In the beginning there was a marriage, they had sex, and then had a baby. Tale as old as time so to speak. People also get divorced everyday. People… Continue reading What I Know
Most guys I've found are really interested in what I bring to the table, because I bring plenty and it's good. But a relationship is about sharing and taking care of each other. Most guys I've found are really interested in what I bring to the table - and they promise to bring all sorts… Continue reading Love is Potluck
The pulses silenced out the imbetween I only heard the highs Your absence is deafening, I fucking meant it every time Did I follow the steps all right? Were you only painted by numbers? Was I out of line when I told you how it hurt? Am I dead? Or did I dream it all?… Continue reading Glitch
Grateful for the gift Of the absence of your presence Watch me grow, Without your shade
Growing up I always saw myself as a mother. Motherhood I felt, was an inevitable obligation and was just something that happened. At one point in my teen years I distinctly remember wanting at least 8 children. That number drastically dropped as years went on. I'm really good with small children. I started babysitting at… Continue reading Mother, May I?